Mystery of the Chocolate Eater

HaHa...

I am so sick. Physically i mean.

Amazingly, i notice that ever since ive started living in my own house, ive been having backpains and cramps almost every night - even now.

Guess it's mostly because of all the housechores..etc etc ... SigHs

Even more surprising is that ive started consuming loads and loads of chocolates. I am never a fan of chocolates. I do eat them once in a while but that's about it. I don't indulge in those fattening yet sweet, heavenly pleasures.. Yum.. I don't even know what's happening. I seem to be hungry most of the time - don't know why.

Colleagues, family members and a few friends have been suspecting that i MIGHT be pregnant but somehow, i doubt that. As a matter of fact, i do not wish to be pregnant yet. So many things to pay for ... So much to do... And much more to learn... And having a baby now would be so - Oh Gosh! My husband would be THRILLED if i ever showed a POSITIVE sign but i really hope itz the other sign. REALLY!

And now, bored at work. Tired. Muscles cramping again. Fever coming up even.

if only i could get a massage yesterday - which i didnt only because my Hubby was busy snoring. What can i deduce from this? MAN, what can we expect from them.

If there is a FEMINIST group in Spore, i MIGHT join. :)

My 'Missing' Pineapple case - Solved!

I remember stating in my previous post that i would not cook but boy was i wrong... HaHa.
Upon stepping into the house, i do the laundry, while preparing the ingredients for Fried Rice!!! I guess it is all starting to come naturally now. Haiz.

I wasnt even mad at my hubby now. Geez. But then again, i dont normally stay angry for long. It is rather pressurizing - if you know what i mean.

This morning, to my dismay, i found my pineapple (which i foolishly thought i had thrown away accidentally due to my forgettable nature...). and guess what? It has been hidden all along. HmPh. I may be quite ignorant at times, forgetful, something like Patrick Star but i am SURE i will not put a pineapple UNDER a SINK! That couldnt possibly be me!

ArGh!!!

And now everything seems to make sense to me.
He did mentioned something about not allowing me to eat that pineapple as it is a fruit believed to be able to cause miscarriage. Hmmm... Did i even say im pregnant? I don't think so. And i doubt it. Im just not ready to be a Mummy...

Its hard enough that i had to juggle being an employee and a full-time housewife. Why make me even more miserable? :(

Im at work now - with no mood to work.

I hope Katherine doesnt forget to buy me the tea i asked for. Im desperately thirsty and craving for sweet, sweet stuffs... Even munching a cookie now.Yum Yum ...

The Chosen Path, My New Beginning - Defined.

The chosen path - Marriage.
My New Beginning - A New Status.

People conclude that the moment a Man becomes a Husband, he morphs from an affectionate to a chauvinist. Sadly, i find this to be true.

In these modern times, it IS a wonder as to how come such a catastrophe still exists?

This is not India. (Knock Knock!)

Well, perhaps even the latter has modernised. Geez.

In just our 2 weeks together, in the same house,same room, one bed, is where all the 'Silly' stuffs started.

I learned that Man can at times be damn unappreciative and unsensitive. And they have the cheek to blame us women for being too EMO, too childish, too sensitive ... Well, can i blame our hormones for that? I wonder how is it that people can change in such a short, short time.

Let me cite an example :
After work yesterday, (8.30-6.00pm), i reached home to cook dinner, do the dishes, iron his clothes ... Blah Blah Blah ... When i finally had time to watch TV, he was asleep. Simple. I watched Godzilla on my own from start till the end. Even though i was dead tired, i still managed to prepare some dishes which he'll be bringing for lunch the next day. After my shower and hours of being ignored, i simply switched on my Laptop and starting chatting and surfing - all done in less than an hour and finally i was on the way to dreamland.
Time check : 1.00am.
I awake at 6 in the morning to cook and was amazed to see him all ready for work.
Talk about Basic Courtesy.
He didnt even have to cheek to let me know in advanced that i did not have to cook in the morning. If he had mention it at all, in which he didnt, i wouldnt have Fu**ing prepare the dishes even though i was slogging myself away.
I feel useless, unappreciated.
Forgiveness, at that moment was impossible.
This isnt about me being sensitive.
This is more on Courtesy, Respect.
I cried in the wee hours of the morning and who's to blame? My Hormones? Or his nochalant behaviour?
Done with the draining of my tears, i silently make a vow to not cook today, and perhaps the next day too.
Why cant MAN understand? It is hard enough to be a Housewife but im not just ANY housewife.
I am one bloody housewife with a Mentally-Challenging Full Time job!
And to think that HE has the cheek to have a Baby with me?
My question(s) to him :
Will you blame my Pregnancy Hormones if i get Over-Emotional? :p Im Pissed!